Tim's Live Journal

I get so caught up in life that sometimes I forget that there is a darkness that goes further than bad days. I think everyone has panic attacks from time to time so I'm sure that its universal. The darkness, a mixture of worry, uncertainty, and doubt. The future is always involved somehow. I went through that last night. The past and future collided and the finality of life was revealed to me. Depressing though it is, I feel that there's a certain 'grounding' that occurs in these moments. A reminder of the fragility of life makes it that much more precious.


Currently I've been reading 'The Road' by Cormac McCarthy. His vision of a post-apocalyptic future and humanity's response to desperate situations, is both depressing and uplifting...