Tim's Live Journal

i'm scared that things are becoming too serious so fast, and yet i don't know if it's me or her. i don't want to say anything until i know for sure. in the meantime, i don't feel as though i'm being completely honest with myself and with her.

sometimes the fact that she's seems so desperate to want to be in a 'relationship' worries me. as with most people her age, she's been through heart break and carries the scars. it just seems as though hers are still bleeding. i should be more understanding, since i know what it's like, but at this point in my life i'm over it. she's obviously not, and it's affecting our relationship.

i want to bring it up, but at the same time i'm worried about it ruining things. maybe if i stick with it, i'll be able to get over my fear of intimacy and commitment -in which case, it is MY problem. on the other hand, maybe i'm responding completely normal to what i'm feeling is 'needy-ness' on her part...